Ehsaas

My this blog is all about feelings.Life is full of feelings,there are various different type of feelings.No one can live life without it,We live every moment with any of the feeling,we can't live with blank thinking even if we are not doing anything and taking rest.Everytime when we do something or if we take rest or if we think something ,there will be a feeling in our mind.
FEELING OF SADNESSS when things do not go as we want or someone hurts the emotions of us any how then we feel sad always.life seems like it is not having any interesting thing and the smiling faces becomes sad.
FEELING OF LOVE this is the feeling which is shared with many different relations means parent loves child,husband loves wife or friends love each other etc.this is the only feeling by which we all are living in this world like living in a heaven if we are having it. love sharing makes the life happy.when someone does something which we like most then there comes a feeling of love in our mind,we think that s/he loves me a lot and want to make me happy ,that's why h\s/he is doing so.
FEELING OF LOST many times we feel this feeling .when we do hard work to find something but do not achieve it then life seems like lost,then comes the feeling of depression that we can't do anything ,we feel like a looser.
FEELING OF ACHIEVEMENT this is the feeling which increases the efficiency of doing the work.when we achieve something then our moral boostup and we try to find anything bigger than it.
FEELING OF HATE this feeling comes in the mind when anything or anyone interacted with you seems like disgusting or if anyone do such a steps that can hurt us.
FEELING OF SATISFACTION after getting something by anyways we feel the feeling of satisfaction .the small small achievements gives the feeling of satisfaction.suppose we fail in any of the exam but we had done alot pf effort for it then there will be a feeling of satisfaction in our mind that we tried our best.
FEELING OF HAPPINESS when all the things goes smooth and favourable then we feel happy.when we find something then we feel happy.this is the feeling which is directly related to feeling of finding anything most of the times.but sometimes the situation goes like we feel happy even if we are a looser.
There are various more feelings which we live in every moment of life as FEELING OF PERFECTION, FEELING OF CALM,
FEELING OF BEING SAFE and many more.when I write anything by heart then we feel a feeling of inner satisfaction.now can I ask you HOW ARE YOU FEELING NOW by reading this blog of mine?

My Performance in GD

Hello Everybody.....

This blog going to describe my performance in GD. The topic given to me is 'Regular job or Research job'.

My GD group consist of nine students. I was sited just middle in my group. Sawani Mam judging us. I decided that I will speak on Research job. So I made my points. My friend Deepak( Guru ji of our batch) took initiative means he started GD. He gave his thoughts. He spoke for Research job. We all listened his points. Then my friend vineet interrupt him and gave his views. He stood for Regular Job. His points were really strong and remarkable.

Now it's my turn to speak. When I put my thoughts to my group then it's like GD is only between me and vineet. Sometimes some of the students like sushant , shabbir gave their thoughts. They all supported for Research job. Only Vineet's thoughts different from us. I think that's good when someone cut your points. By this a healthy GD can run. Thank you vineet that you are against me.

When vineet said that by regular job you can earn more then I opposed him by saying that Research job can give more satisfaction and I think that's right. Anyways again vineet said that number of jobs are less in Research job as compare to regular job then I replied that Research job gives pride to us. vineet said less responsibility in regular jobs, I said that by research job you can serve the nation and lead the nation. vineet counter my points by saying that regular jobs are flexible and have very much scope. I said there is larger scope if your research got success. After few minutes mam said "OK Stop".

So after our G.D. mam gave her views on our G.D. She said our G.d. was good and gave the grades as per our performances and that we will soon came to know.

Let's hope for the best....

Proud to be NCSTian

Today is 16^th October 2007; it’s almost the end of first semester in NCST. It’s around two and a half months past since I joined this institution for pursuing advance software course. I confess that before joining this institution I didn’t had much idea about what exactly the institutions is or what the course is and I did joined this course because I didn’t had any other choice of what I am going to do after my graduation I didn’t had any job as I lacked the basic criteria of IT companies of sixty percent in my B.Tech (I used to be an above average student during school times but somehow in engineering I was among the weakest student of the college.) So as I told I didn’t have much idea about the course and institution I joined the course because I joined it as I heard that there are almost hundred percent placements there but at the same time I was told that the course is tuff too. Never mind this was the only choice I was left with or the worst option was I should go to Bangalore and search for the job there but I didn’t preferred it.

Now here I am in NCST since last two and a half months and when I look back since when I joined the institution I feel that I have learnt a lot since the first day. Really this place is not just another computer course or training institute making profits of the fees. This place is different the people working over here that is the one doing research and teaching are very much talented and knowledgeable in every field. They seem to have wealth of knowledge and are always performing their duties sincerely. In NCST a lot of attention is paid on the students. We are made to code more and more so as to excel in this field. Student is made to emphasize more on the logical part of the problem. Here the basic part is the practical implementation of the problem. The assignment and exams are such that one has to really use his brain to solve the problem. During the projects time we are really made to work hard to complete it. The teachers here are smart enough to judge if the person has worked hard on his work or not.

Thus I really feel proud that I am part of this institution where everybody is talented and hardworking and I wish to be someday like them.

About Myself

Well, I am Utkarsh Kumar pursuing Full time Post Graduate Diploma in Advance software Technology from Cdac (Formerly NCST) Bangalore. I did my high schooling from City Montessori School, Lucknow affiliated to ICSE board in 1999 and did my intermediate from same school and same board in 2001. I did my graduation as bachelor of Technology from Computer Science and Engineering branch from A.K. Garg Engineering College recognized by Uttar Pradesh Technical University in 2007.
Regarding my family my father is private secretary in U.P. Power Corporation and my mother is a house wife. My elder brother is a Industrial engineer from I.I.T. Rorkee and is currently Branch Manager in PEC Limited.
My hobbies are playing table tennis, dramatics and listening to rock music. My strengths are communication skill, good team leader & member and hard work. My weaknesses are I am bit workaholic and I often suffer from bad health because of this. Many a times I concentrate on details so much that fall short of time and have to rush to finish it on time. Then I have a bad handwriting.
During my engineering I did three software projects. The first one was done as part of academic curriculum and it was LIBRARY MANAGEMENT SYSTEM, the front-end used was Microsoft VB .NET and the back-end was Microsoft MS SQL Server 2000.The team size was five and My role was as a team leader and GUI developer. As my first project it helped me develop my team member skill. Next project was done as summer training after sixth semester. It was on the topic FILE AND LETTER MONITORING SYSTEM, the front-end used was Microsoft VB .NET and the back-end was Microsoft MS SQL Server 2000.The team consisted of five members and my role was database connectivity and it helped to understand the office environment and get comfortable with it. The last was in my last semester as a part of my major project module. The project was ONLINE TEST AND EXAMINATION. The front end used was java web technology used is java servlets and HTML. The container used was Apache Tomcat Server. My role was of Team Leader and coding of servlets. This project helped me develop my skills in java.

PGDST COURSE

This is about Ncst that stands for National Center for Software Technology. It is the government organization for research and development in software technology. It has a course for students in software field called pgdst for graduate and diploma holder students to make them experts in the field of software technology. The course is not so easy. It is said that part time pgdst is the full time pgdst and full time pgdst is over-time pgdst.
The atmosphere and environment provided by the NCST is the most important aspect of the course. It is said the teachers that it is all about coding. What is required by the student is to three things 1.Code 2.Code and 3.code.It may be java, it may be C, or C++, or html. This place provides a hard time for students so at the end when the student gets out he is a complete professional. The people not too serious are not able to bear the level of strain generated and leave the course at once.
The course helps in development of overall personality of the person of overall personality of the person. Like communication skills and ability to lead and ability to work in a team.
The course covers almost all the subjects that are thought in engineering. Then there is twenty four hours lab facility so that the students can practice coding whenever then want to.
Now most important which the part the institution should have is teachers. Here the research people itself teach the student who are very much Knowledge and talented.
Another special and unique feature of this course is the way the code is evaluated by the software named “parikshak” which fetches various inputs to the code and checks if the correct output is coming or not.
Overall the course helps the person to develop his Knowledge in the field of software technology that he can easily perform any software engineering job efficiently and effectively.

My friend BABA

This post is dedicated to one of my friend and a special character named Dadhichi Kabeer Sinha.Yes, this is the name of single person.Soon you will understand why I called him "special character". This guy is nicknamed as DK,baba(baba ........),Peter (Peter ...................) ,Sant poopla ,Baberh,Kalu,Khuri etc etc Ohh! yes these all names belong to the same person dadhichi.

This guy is a very jolly natured , fun loving and a friendly person.About his habits he didn't had any as he hardly moved from his bed until he felt hungry or had pressure in stomach.but yes he had a habit a habit of sleeping sleeping and sleeping.
He had a unique accent which was a bit hard to understand but was really cute to hear(but made no sense if you somehow understand it).He had that tendency of frequently going into some kind of sad mode which that always contained some hidden mystery in and made others guessing that what had happened to him.

Next comes a very special and important chacterstics of so called baba,"THE BABA BOOK OF FACTS".sounds interesting...yes it is .These facts are collected by baba after deep and hard research from serials like "KAAL KRAPAL BHARATI" and off course discovery channel. To explain iss speciality.I should rather qoute some of them.The most interesting is this fact that ' 30% of jari-buuti of the world are discovered and 70% are still undiscovered and lie in the bed of Himalayas.Your obvious question would be "If 70% are undiscovered then how could one say that it is 70% ?",no matter that is why this fact is special. Next one is no less it is regarding Yeti.It says that Yeti (an hypothitical animal some similar to gorilla) still exists in Himalayas but its yet not seen because he is too shy to come out in front of someone.Ther is another about Komado dragon which is yet not exactly revealed completely to us.

There the best part was baba's pc which contained a big database of garbage data and huge collection of hindi songs which we enjoyed a lot in our chitrahar sessions at late night.We had a nice time teasing him and discussing on the topics not very comfortable for baba so it is not wise to mention them publicly.

Last but not the least it was believed that he had some sort of power of harming anybody just by thinking of it.But it is the fact that baba was the center of attraction to all of us and we can never forget him.

MY COLLEGE DAYS

I Utkarsh Kumar have done graduation with B.tech at Ghaziabad, U.P. from computer science and engineering. My college days were really memorable days of my life and it would be really hard to forget it. My college was situated far from the city so the environment was neat and clean with very low pollution level. The college was spread in a large area with lots of greenery all around. Overall it was a nice environment for both studies and enjoyment. Regarding class timings we had classes right from morning 9 ‘o’ clock to 5 ‘o’ clock in the evening. Although we rarely attended all lectures. After attending the classes from morning to evening we rarely had energy to play some sport or any other thing of that sort. We use to have a lot of assignments to do but I rarely did any assignments seriously and just copied them from topper students or even gave it to juniors to copy it.

Our main time pass was playing pc games single player and multiplayer on LAN and then playing card quiet a few times with friends in hostel. I use to enjoy these activities a lot. Around 8 to 9 we used to take dinner and then roam in the campus and sit on the campus uphill and chat usually our best time pass was chatting and that is what l like most. After 10 ‘o’ clock in the night we had a daily session of ‘chitrahar’ is what we called it in which we watch video song of Hindi and English movies and private albums and made funny comments on them for an hour or two. Now we felt hungry as the food in the mess was very bad and it hardly satisfied our hunger so at night just outside our hostel we had a ‘khokha’ (local term for a sort of small restaurant) we used to have some parathas and maggi come back Now what to do so we looked for some English movie in the pc and start watching it by the time it got over it was around 4 to 5 ‘o’ clock usually now we had some discussion regarding current affair and issues and we really took that discussion seriously and tease the other person if the first one prove him wrong. Soon the hunger strikes back in our stomach and it becomes hard to sleep if the stomach is empty so we had no choice but to wait for the breakfast at 8 ‘o’ clock in morning after that around 5 we use to get outside the hostel with our digit cam and use to take photograph of sunrise then have breakfast and go to sleep around 9.00 a.m. to get ready for the next day.